“Mend a Broken Heart”
Here's to my Angel...
I feel your pain. You have been used by a taken same as I. I know there's no easy way out. It's like gout nothing you can do but fall south. Don’t worry we live in a world that is round.
Some people are lucky and most of the time I’m not one of them. “I’m not an actor, I’m not a star and I don’t even have my own car”. Hell, I don’t even have the same frame of mind as “Mang Pandoy” living in 7th heaven who sweet talks his way into a woman’s heart (which I am proud of). Although, I’ve had my fair share of creativeness to get in between two parallel lines, it’s not something I am proud of. It’s for the weak.
Reason for that maybe…
One person close to me once sent a message saying, “The people who are afraid of commitment are those who know the real meaning of it.” I’m not saying I know the real meaning both literally and figuratively but one thing I can be sure of, I don’t have the courage. Because of you I have now.
Be strong not for me but for yourself as it would affect us.
Question is; what can I do?
I have this:
“I cannot undo what has been done but I’m not going to come undone. I’ll be here not gone.
I’m surprised that this is how it feels. I can say I am confused but sure. Unsure of what is happening and what will happen but not confused of what I want to do.
Come back to your senses because I don’t know what is going on. I can help you with what’s going on with you not with me.
This is the first time I am afraid, afraid of you and me as us. I’ve never been afraid because I’ve never been sure. Sure, I’ve had some but I was sure that I was not sure.
Now I see, I see clearly that this is a blurry part of the game of life. So vivid this silhouette in front of me and I cannot even distinguish what is.
With the predicament, I organize myself to you and to you only; Now, I don’t feel left.”
It is true that “a man does everything for a reason even if he doesn’t know it.”
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“Five Things I Have for Ali”
I saw her once, just a glance, but she caught my heart like that of a lance. I called her twice, I felt like being nice but also I had to take the chance and be wise.
When I say something thrice it’s like a vice, can’t stop, can’t, it’s the four-letter word, but if it is her it’s worth the price.
She was five times five, I was twenty-eight, not that far thought we could jive and maybe in the future have someone alive.
Five used to be my fave, now, four because my life became a bore until three came. But among the last two, somebody caught my attention, one named Ali.
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“JC”
First she came to impress me, now, here I am trying to impress her; truly I hope we get there.
She has the Tiger, for that, I like her. I hope she likes me back so we can be together.
Since then, I’ve always wondered if I have a chance ‘cause just one glance, like I’m struck by a lance feeling in a trance.
I wish to celebrate as I feel great at a high rate, I really hope to have her as my textmate.
Now, I send her a message then a reply comes, I reply back, but suddenly she’s gone, isn’t she someone? I hope, though, she is the one.
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“My First”
Once I had it, but, was so weak only lasted for a week;
Thought it was a good break, no, all I got was a break and a heart-break.
What might’ve been, no matter keen did not lean;
Too bad I have seen a beautiful scene but still nothing, oh, so mean.
Still looking for something satisfying kept lingering at nothing hoping for one thing fulfilling.
Love makes me lame it burns like a flame, please don’t blame they really are the same;
Feeling I could fly like a fly though I know it is a lie.
